151th post! :D

Darn, I was this close to watching the F1 live. D: My cousin in law had free tickets, but my mom assumed I wasn't interested in it and didn't even ask me if I wanted to do. Pffft.

So yeah, I'm watching it on TV now. Whoo, Massa got prob with the fuel rig. Lmao. It was damm funny, especially since they keep playing the replay.

Just read some maple fic about MOV. Wtf, it totally killed my respect for MOV. I gave a super heated review, 'cos I seriously can't stand it. Singlish plus shakespeare in maple setting? It seriously infringes all the rules. Even if it doesn't, it's just plain pathetic.

EOYs are coming. Damn.

Rain rain go away, but just leave behind the thunder. Thunder by Boyslikegirls is a nice song!

Past few days have been super hot, and this morning it rainned heavily. There was super heavy traffic at taonan there, and there was this sports car that crashed into another car and both vehicles were practically perpendicular to each other. Typical of super heavy rainny days, there was super heavy traffic on the highway to school. So yeah, I was late. When my mom was about to turn into school compound, we saw one car miss the turning into the school and blocked the way awhile. Then yeah, we drove behind it, and when I got out, whoa, yulong got out of the car in front and it was yulong's dad driving it. Yeah well, so we reached class after national anthem etc, but chenlaoshi also late, so we never tio anything.

Mhmm, today was jap eoy paper. I think the oral went quite okay actually, 'cept when examiner asked me when I went on holiday, I forgot what was いつ and totally blanked out. I only remembered when she moved on t0 the next question. Sadded.

After school till 3.30, when the exam started, me, yulong and pearl were cramming lesson 23 and 24 in class, and we learn kanji until damm pro. Heng arh focus on that, 7/10 of kanji in the paper we know. The paper quite okay, but got things duno how to do. Can pass can edi lah, 'cos all three of us gona quit jap edi.

After that went home with yulong, pearl, wyeinn and zhenwen. We had a very enlightening conversation in the MRT. At cityhall and raffles place there, the mrt crowd was "insane", as quoted from yulong. So yeah, me and pearl alighted together at tanah merah, the first time in quite awhile.

Sigh, no studying mood today. :/

Mhmm, Ima repeat this again: I AM SO NOT PREPARED FOR JAP ORAL TMR.

I CANT MEMORISE MY SCRIPT PROPERLY. IMA FAIL THE READING. IMA SCREW UP MY CONVERSATION. IM JUST GONA SMILE AND NOD COS I RELI CANT DO NTH. D:

And I'm still emo.

But I'm happy and high.

And people think I have bipolar disorder. D:

Sadded.

Emo writing streak.

From today on, I won't cry bout it no more. I've lost enough water on Thursday, and became so high yesterday that someone thought I had bipolar disorder. :X

Last night in BS, we covered on God's amazing love, the theme of our new study book. And something really touched me. This post is gona be mainly christian related stuff, so don't read if you don't want to.

Sharyn let us watch this video about Father's Love Letter, a letter written by someone, taken out from different verses in the bible. I won't put the vid, but I'll put the words in the letter.

Father's Love Letter

My Child,

You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me.John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore.Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish youwith all my heart and all my soul. Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus.John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. 1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father.Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…Will you be my child? John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

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From the letter, one line really struck me. I'll quote the verse from the bible.
The Lord is close to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. - Psalm 34:18

He sends the message when I need it the most, and that truly classifies as amazing.

Okay.... long time never update again lah. EOYs are coming soon, and I'm soooooooo not prepared okay. D:

Today was a super fun day though. First highlight was PC period. Chenlaoshi never come, then Lulaoshi take over, and the guys happened to write some vulgar things on the whiteboard. They didnt erase in time, then he saw and scolded us lor. Stand until legs tired edi. Anyway not the girls' fault, make us stand for wad? Just 'cos we see the vulagrities on the board, see until too used to it edi? Almost everyday they write one lor, no big deal. In the end tio report to DM cos the guilty guys their story got flaw. I didnt see, but I know wad happened lah, and it's damm retarded. Lulaoshi somemore take out 5 MEGA PIXEL camera that he SPECIALLY BOUGHT TO TAKE PICS LIKE THIS and take pic of the words. So wtf lah.

Enough of it, at least we get to pon PC. :D

Next was Assembly period. Had this puppet performance, and it was damm funny lah. At the end of it, 3 ppl had to go up and try operating the japanese puppet. Yongming wanted to volunteer edric, so he pointed at him, but the ppl ask him to go up also. :P
So he, edric, and terrence went up to do the puppet, and it was dam funny lah. The last part yongming heard the guys from mi class shout about humping the thing, so he move the hands and yeah lah, whole audi laugh. :D

Today brought laptop for science proj, but didnt use it much. Ended up playing maple with it lol. xD

Mhmm, time to go write fanfic edi. Nida chiong cos it's due soon!

I didn't know my blog had regulars. :X I'm gona try and make this post long to make up for all the days I didn't post lol. Let's start with last friday. :D

Friday went out with my family to Sentosa. I shall describe the outing in only a couple of words: BLOODY EXPENSIVE.

And gawd, the ticketing people all think that I'm still 12. ==" At least I saved at least $50 for my mom by posing as a kid. And she wasn't even grateful . D: First stop was Imbiah station, and seriously wonder why they call it Imbiah. It ain't imba in anyway, except for having multiple tourists stops and selling drinks at $4 each.

Went on the Sentosa Luge twice, and it was fun, I admit. They stamp your hand after you've gone once, and my stamp's still here lol.

After returning to vivo, I wanted to eat at Marche's but the queue was effing long. So in the end, we went to Fish & Co. somewhere else, and the live performance was awesome. :D

Now Saturday and Sunday. Shall lump them together cos didn't do much. Saturday was slacking day. Went to SB at night, and went home msn till 1 am plus. Gawd, I didn't know guys cared that much about what appears on what they wear. Proven by the guys debating about what to put on the ff hoodie. =="

Sunday morning went to church, then afternoon had ballet and the end. At nightt freaked out about school reopening. D:

Monday first day of term 4, I still have no drive to study. After school had jap, and i was doodling throughout lesson. I wana quit jap but my mom wont lemme. Sadded.

Today had LA roleplay, and we got 14/20. Not bad, considering we're the first group and we didn't prepare till last night and didn't rehearse a single time. The guys also didn't know all their lines, and basically impromtu-ed all the way. :D Yay for that.
Rest of the day I was in sleep-mode, and didn't pay attention, pretty much as usual. :/
Went home with the girls, and at least managed to get a seat in the MRT today. xD

Mhmm, that's about all in my boring life. The only thing I'm looking forward to for tomorrow is PE! :DD

And oh yeah, I didn't get eliminated for the previous round of youroctober's challenge. It was a close call, but yeah, now I have to get down to write a story involving harry, snape, and a gay sexual scene. Excuse me while I rack my brains out and decide, in the end, to write something else.

OMG hols ending already! D:
Aww man, nuuuu, I wana slack at home somemore! T.T -sobs-
Heh, well.
I got nominated for elimination from youroctober's fanfic challenge. :/ Hais. If I do get eliminated though, I don't care, because I did try my best, and so there. :D

Today was supposed to do project at MH's house, but didn't go luh. Bro got bad stomachache then went to hospital. =="
So I stayed at home, msn.. surf playpark forums... hey, I'm bored, okay?
Then went out for piano, then balled abit at CSC. Was supposed to go run in the gym with Sean, but wow, he forgot he had tuition, so had to chiong home. Nevermind, balling is fun.

Yeah, then when I was leaving, I looked at the mirrors in the lift and I was like: zomg, my hair is brown?! o.o
Mhmm, yeah, seriously. Wow.

Took bus home and here I am, enjoying the comfort of aircon. :D

Oh yeah, I edited my fanfic challenge abit, to make things easier for people who've never faced the boss monsters before, or been to the maps too little to recall anything. :X

Random fact: I HAVE SPOILERS FOR "THE LONE CRUSADER"! :DD

Yay, 3rd day of hols are over.
Yesterday went to some frog farm so my bro could see frogs, but frankly, it was boring. Also went to QianHu fish farm, but then, it was boring too. At night went to pastamania @ united square to celebrate Erina's birthday.
Today just stayed at home and msned and crapped on the comp the entire day.
Sigh, hols are just so boring.

Rawr, first day of the hols and edi so boring. D:
Morning used computer and wrote another emo emo angsty fic. :X lol.

Then it rainned a bit in the afternoon. D:
Then still very bored. :/

So went out to East Coast beach with Sean.
Eh, I'm faithful to nic okay. D: I didn't do anything. Just walk walk walk abit here and there then go back edi.

Oh yeah, thanks for the chocolate. :D I finish eating edi though.

Okay, hols are always boring. D:
Tmr, going out with family. Hope it'll be more fun though.