My arms and my stomach are aching from PT. D:

Ah well, it's a start, I guess. Found out that I'm gona be sailing byte, so yeah. :x

Wasn't anything interesting that happened in school today, mhmm. We did tennis for PE, and I totally suck at it. HAHA. :D Ah well, don't expect myself to excel in every single sport right.

After PE had PT, and after PT we played random games like "What's the time Mr Wolf", "lao ying zuo xiao ji", and Police and Mutt! HAHA. :D So random right.

My mom bought Chng Teng for me, wheee. (: But by the time I got home, it was all frozen and all. :/ Sad.

Ah well, off to rest, mentally preparing myself to wake up aching all over.

Oh gosh I had so so so so so much fun in the igloo today! Haha! :D I laughed like crazy man, and enjoyed playing pool and foolsball! I'm so going back there to slack from now on if possible, heh. :P

Oh, got this off chenwei's blog. It so darn accurate, I have to agree.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

here's the link if you wana try it yourself.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. (Yay, I hope it's true, haha. :D)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (Hmm, maybe not too serious luh, haha. :x)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (It seriously depends on who's the person, heh.)

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (Awesome man, that's good I suppose. :P I won't have to worry about being left on the self then, haha!)

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. (Oh yes I don't like to study! HAHA!)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (I'm practical? Really?)

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working. (Oh gosh so true. :3)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. (Huhwhat? .___. I don't think it's true.)

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (Oh gosh, truetruetrue. Heh. :D)

I think I killed myself today. Threw up twice, once at teh stadium, once back in school. Didn't take physics test, yep, probably be taking it tomorrow if I do go to school.

Somehow I feel that I let myself and the team down.

Ah heck.

I seriously can't focus on revision.

Running Cross Country Nationals tomorrow.

Thank you to all, Chloe especially, for helping give me advice on trying not to be so scared for tomorrow. With luck, I won't screw up badly. I've even reloaded my ipod, hoping that some music in the morning will get me all hyped up to run properly.

PUSH, Nicole, PUSH. You know push can mean a lot of things, like that cool movie people have been telling you to watch, or the underlying meaning behind a push, and all that. Yes, I shall occupy my mind with all those weird random links while running. Hopefully, that will spur me on.

And at last, I have confidence.

Awesome.

Revive, dead blog, revive! D:

Meh, I know I haven't properly updated in quite awhile.

Last night I had a nice phone conversation with bensee. :D Oh, such fun. Yes, you really are like a girlfriend, come to think of it. -coughquestionssexualitycough-

Heh.

Had to wake up at 5plus this morning for some CT thingy that involved being road marshalls for Dare2's cycling leg. Rawr, we each got this shirt that said Dare2 volunteer, but we didn't even volunteer! We got volunteered while we were all at IP1 camp! .__.

Oh, when I went to the MRT Station, I saw the signs that said "Pasir Ris 2min", "Changi Airport 3min", that kinda thing. What I did not expect to see was "Joo Koon 2min". I was like, HUH, WHAT'S JOO KOON? .__. This is seriously testament to how long I have not been on the MRT.

Can't believe I walked from Pasir Ris Park all the way to somewhere in Tampines North just to be stationed at a traffic junction and malu over giving directions to the participants because there was an error in communication over at the other end.

Spent like idk how long there, but we practically died of dehydration cause the last pair were taking so long to reach us, hence the sweeper/person who passes us and hands out water and tells us we can leave was taking equally long to reach us. Rawr. :/

Was stationed together with Zhenting, so we went to WhiteSands together after it. Bought a new wallet, and it's the same as Zhenting's (cause she bought one too), just that it's ORANGE. No yellow luh, meh. :x

Stoned abit, then went home. Going sailing centre later for NOSS potluck dinner. RipStik, here I come! :D

Wanted to blog about camp when I first got home, but I really wanted to post up Gareth's epic pic. Sad though, I still don't have it.

Heck, I seriously don't want to blog about the trip. All I can say is that it was a super big eye-opener for me. I cried during letter writing, a replay of what happened in Dunman last year.

Meh, I never learn, do I.

Going out with Tess&Jo both tomorrow and Tuesday. Awesome! :D

Oh, and the cross peeps want me to run Nationals on 25th. .___. I don't mind, but I'm scared I pull them down or something... Hais.

Ballet exam coming up, hope the floor decides to be nice and not be slippery that day.

Off to IP1 Adventure Camp tomorrow. Will be back on Friday.

I seriously have no mood.

The super cheerful hyper enthu nicole probably won't be going on this trip. Time to take a backseat.

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

40% male? Meh, somewhat expected. Got this off Chenwei's blog.

Victorians Day today was somewhat: "meh, that's it?" Did my basketball ref-ing and went to PP for lunch and stuffs. Saw some cross peeps there.

I gave it some serious thought, and yeah, if it doesn't rain on Tuesday of Term 2 week 1, I shall go for basketball training. I really want to work on my individual skill again, anyway. Ms Tan said I nida improve my shooting technique, and I don't see why I shouldn't.

Ballet today was a short lesson. Worked on Grand Allegro and Free Movement Dance. My Allegro is screwed. I can't get the steps right and all. It just doesn't feel right for me, and it doesn't flow properly. But Mrs Skipp said the Dance Study looked like it was cheorographed just for me, so I suppose that makes up for it.

Ah heck, enough with the somewhat positive-optimistic outlook on things.

Screw it all.

My eyes hurt. They keep tearing. Again. Drastic replay of the in-out hospital visits last year, just that much, much worse, and that I haven't gone to the hospital yet. Argh.

And you, why are you always like that? Why do you keep doing this to me?

Yeah, change of mood from previous post. Thanks Fraser for uploading this on fb! :D This was taken at DHS National Day cross country in 2008! ^^ An awesome birthday present from the school of sorts. I won first! See my awesome golden trophy? ^^



If you don't know which one is me, I WILL BE VERY UPSET OKAY. D:

Hmm, should've taken a pic at this year's too, hmm.

Yes, I know, my blog is DYING. Sorry luh, to those who still read. I just haven't got the mood to blog and all.

A level results tomorrow. CT Council gets to help out. Damn, I have to miss break. Why can't I have lessons tomorrow and have more breaks over the rest of the days of the week?

Seriously, I think my class is too dependent. I just feel that they're taking me for granted. I really duno luh.

Fourthfourthfourthfourthfourthfourthfourthfourth! :D

Yeah, 4th for IP div in VJC cross country ain't a bad thing, yep. Have to admit that finishing in 46th place is a rather different experience as compared to finishing top 5 in DHS. :X Meh, not gloating.

Here goes another medal to the collection.